to or not to?

It's the time of the year when I have to decide to or not to. Mixed feelings, definitely. But I would say that the desire is not as strong as previous years. Although I'm only half way through the essay which is due tmr, I still can't stop thinking of this.

Watched 21 last weekend, it was good, although I still don't know how to count the cards and will never know. lol. To think that everytime in casino I will wait for the dealers to tell me my hand's sum. haha. The guy is hot, has super long legs too. The guy from Never Back Down is hot too, looks like Tom cruise somemore. Think I'll prefer the Tom Cruise lookalike one...haha..